I know I haven’t been on here in… Heh.

But I’m back and still struggling to lose weight. I hope looking at thinspo and everyone’s achievements will push me again. So, I’m looking forward to talking to whoever. <3

So, I failed the whole “losing weight for summer” plan. 
I’m now going to try to “lose weight for winter and keep it off til next summer and forever”. 

I like winter clothes better anyway. :3

So, I don’t know how many followers I have anymore, but for those who are still here… Hi. 

Anyway, I haven’t been on here since forever. I kinda fell off the wagon during the summer. I’ve been going through an emotional roller coaster at the moment in which I am seeking help for soon. It’s nothing serious to the point I’m going to keep posting about it. I just haven’t been focusing on losing weight. I focus too much on hating myself to the point where I can’t take it anymore. I want to be happy like I was before. I want to be motivated and healthy and get out there. I’m tired of hiding and all that depressing shit. I want to smile -> :)

Coming back to this blog pushes me to lose weight, and if I don’t look at it… I just fall off the wagon again. Maybe I should start looking at this daily.

Well, for those who are still following me, you can message me and we can talk. It’d be nice to talk to some people again to help me get motivated.

<3